Good morning, do you take Horizon NJ Health insurance ?
I am sorry that you are going through a divorce. It certainly is very painful. It can get overwhelming to deal with everything. Drinking itself can have its own effects, but with time and effort you can get over this.
I suggest that you take help from individual and group counseling to resolve your drinking issue. There are many supportive sites that can help you with this dependency. One example is alcoholics anonymous. These groups can give you strenght you need to overcome this dependency.
I also want you to focus on all aspects of your wellbeing. This includes your mental health, physical health, social health, and spititual wellbeing. For your mental health you should take individual counseling to help you with the divorce process. it is a painful process and the healing process takes time and effort. For your physical health, you should eat a balanced diet and exercise regularly. This should become your lifestyle and will also help you with your dependency. For you social well being, I suggest that you look for positive people around you who can become your support system. For your spiritual heath, you can work with your therapist to find out the meditation technique that suits you. If all these aspects are taken care of you will see much growth and will be able to overcome dependency and emotional pain from a long term relationship breakup.
Unfortunately, I do want to let you know that currently we do not accept insurance. You can find many therapist who do accept insurance. All therapist are equally qualified to deal with your emotional struggles and someone who is certified in addiction therapy can be extremely helpful for your dependency issue.
I do want to encourage you to get help for these issues as there is hope and I have seen many people recover and live a productive and a fullfilling life. Therapist can use many techniques such as Cognitive Behavior Therapy, Eye Movement Desensitizing Technique and many others to help you with the healing process. Once you start therapy, you will see the difference it makes in your life and will enjoy your growth.